ABSTRACT

This book is a shaking read, its controversial political statement putting forward the demand that readers accept the existence of conscious splitting of personality through treachery, deception, betrayal, torture, and violence. Beginning with the introductory poem, the book is an outcry about the significance of personal freedom as well as a blazing plea for commitment to making these abuses known and helping victims achieve safety and healing. The two authors present victims' horrendous experiences in a rational, factual, and professional way, building a foundational knowledge regarding what mind control is, how it uses deceit and lies, and how through betrayal and attachment trauma the basis is laid for lifelong exploitation. The authors present the terrifying and horrible situations that children are exposed to as they are coerced into actions that go against their own beliefs and true natures. The cooperation of the two authors, client and therapist, based on mutual respect, serves as a model for every change process: solidarity, freedom, and equality

section I|49 pages

Understanding Mind Control

chapter |2 pages

Pieces of self

chapter |14 pages

How to talk with a multiple*

chapter |3 pages

Hand signals

chapter |4 pages

Disinformation*

chapter |4 pages

The choice

section III|36 pages

Bonds and Betrayal

section IV|44 pages

The Horrors of the Abuse

chapter |5 pages

Therapists and horror*

chapter |4 pages

The purpose of infant torture

chapter |2 pages

Spinning

chapter |4 pages

Sexual horrors

chapter |4 pages

Anger displacement training

chapter |3 pages

How to make an assassin

chapter |4 pages

Gang wars and the bandwagon

chapter |3 pages

In love with death

chapter |2 pages

Politicians’ use of victims

chapter |2 pages

Twenty-first century Nazis

chapter |3 pages

The frequency of programming

chapter |3 pages

Things I wish I did not know

section V|43 pages

Safety

chapter |3 pages

The “angel” of suicide

chapter |3 pages

To die or not to die

chapter |4 pages

Current contact

chapter |3 pages

Handlers*

chapter |2 pages

Called back

chapter |3 pages

Danger, DANGER

chapter |10 pages

Spy school: clues we missed

section VI|18 pages

The Survivor’s Daily Life

chapter |3 pages

Ask inside

chapter |4 pages

Survivors and illness

chapter |2 pages

Things will not last forever

chapter |2 pages

Rushed

section VII|52 pages

The Healing Process

chapter |3 pages

The body remembers

chapter |2 pages

Ten keys to recovery*

chapter |3 pages

The nobility of survivors

chapter |4 pages

The pool of emotions underneath

chapter |4 pages

When a program engulfs you

chapter |3 pages

When you have killed *

chapter |2 pages

Giving up dissociation

chapter VIII|14 pages

Odes About Mind Control