ABSTRACT
My first homosexual experience, although strictly speaking it can't really be defined as such as it was about the age of nine or ten and therefore before I became a 'sexual being', was one very hot summer night when I was spending the night with my cousin. He was a very good-looking boy; I had always had a crush on him. We were sleeping the night in a double bed and decided to strip naked to cool off. I guess that I was sexually aroused too, we both had erections. We spent a while just lying there admiring each other's body. We wrestled with each other, the evening culminating with each of us giving the other a piggy-back! In all this innocent fun I knew that I was 'different', but did not define myself as homosexual.
