ABSTRACT

This book tells the author’s story of her ten-year journey of recovery and identity transformation from Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI). Dr. Dee is a survivor who regained the ability to articulate what many TBI survivors cannot, and this powerful account, provided in real-time, portrays the many seemingly unrelatable symptoms of brain injury and subsequent post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Dr. Dee portrays how events pushed her beyond her limits and resulted in life-altering learning experiences, revealing a process of first figuring out how to live, then making meaning of her struggle.

When half-way through her PhD program, Dr. Dee was crashed into by a car travelling at 65 miles per hour. She suffered a TBI. She lost her ability to read and write. She had a severe speech impediment and significantly impaired memory. Her journey of recovery, described in the book as her trek, spans four significant periods. The road begins with the loss of most of herself. Diagnosis and evolving symptoms show her broken pathway. The author goes through a rocky road of changes in her relationships and reidentification of herself as she finds her life coach, re-learns to read and write, and deals with mental health issues that felt like the end of her recovery. The final trek reveals hope and posttraumatic growth (PTG) and showcases the value of Disability Culture as a source of pride.

This story is for fellow TBI survivors, their caretakers, families and friends, and professionals in the neurorehabilitation field. It brings light to the daunting changes after TBI and give hope for all who tread on this challenging path.

chapter |2 pages

Introduction

part |22 pages

Planting the Seed

chapter 1|20 pages

Setting the Context

part Trek One|40 pages

Budding through Non-Ideal Conditions: Off-Road

chapter 2|9 pages

Potholes

Diagnosis and Evolving Symptoms

chapter 3|9 pages

Stepping Stones

Speech Language Therapy

chapter 4|10 pages

Lost in the Alleyway

Impact of Awareness

chapter 5|10 pages

The Broken Path

Hallmarks of Communication

part Trek Two|88 pages

Rising through Mud and Adversity: The Rocky Road

chapter 6|6 pages

Not a Throughway

Intellect, Emotionality, Control of Behavior

chapter 7|15 pages

Lost Trailways

Relationships and Loss of Identity

chapter 8|7 pages

Finding a Footpath

Rehabilitation and My Life Coach

chapter 9|6 pages

Unearthing Stepping Stones

Learning to Read and Write

chapter 10|11 pages

Road to Recovery

Beginning of Self-Discovery

chapter 11|8 pages

Road to Recovery

Beginning of Re-identification

chapter 12|9 pages

Taking a Toll Road

Concurrent Mental Health Issues

chapter 13|11 pages

Speed Bumps

Co-morbidity with TBI and PTSD

chapter 14|5 pages

Ruts in the Road

Reckoning with Anger

chapter 15|8 pages

Breakdown Lane

Impatient rehabilitation

part Trek Three|22 pages

Petals Opening One by One: Changing Lanes

chapter 16|6 pages

At the Cross Roads

Spiritual Crisis

chapter 17|8 pages

Staying the Course

Transcending My Story

chapter 18|6 pages

In the Right Lane

Moving Forward

part Trek Four|23 pages

Ultimately Blossoming in the Sun: Paving a Way

chapter 19|10 pages

Opening Passageways

Discovering Insight, Value and Growth

chapter 20|11 pages

Trail Blazing onto a Steady Path

Blossoming into Disability Culture