ABSTRACT
Then puts little chairs together / so that pushed into each other / they stay up (interpret member into / Mummy’s; I point at train, which / was only toy asked for / today (apart from boxes / & bricks)
– held in / the air so that hanging down – then / asked how 1 carriage is hitched on to / other, as two hooks. Then placed / train next to building) Perhaps / would be fuller over session. – / She also less enthusiastic when sees me / clearing away, then hurries. / 4/X. Building secretly on window-sill away / from my view. But then calls me to staircase to / help. – Building made of boxes | wide staircase atp. 4 front to which calls me over / to help. – Side staircase, both together / also linked with crooked path and / a road leads to – both. At first said / needs no car at all, no coach – / but then asks for old broken / car. [Something crossed out] Puts two cars next to house states / both are broken, just standing there, the path / may only now be used for coaches. / Small man is placed on the roof. / He is to keep an eye on house, can also shoot / if burglars. – Small woman drives away in / coach from back entrance, kitchen entrance / to the ‘women’s playground’. Has put swings / there – at first unsure whether / should put 2 swings front entrance / 2 back entrance. – Then in the evening / drives woman quickly home, because husband / is waiting. But always breaks back entrance / with coach driving along path. – A house / was put up specially, if the children / want to do gymnastics or play the violin – just | for the children to play. Interpret backp. 5 entrance / anal intercourse homosexual – she herself burglar / at mother’s house – destroys. Ask again if has / not played that with boys, she as / Mummy. She denies – but very cursorily / does not take in subject. – Shows me window / curtain is very prettily thin – they also have something / like that at home between {in?} a kitchen worktop whether that / is also sewn. (Interpret entrance vagina also / very easily torn. – Takes 1 chair sits / down on it and rocks singing to herself. / Am constantly to guess what she is doing. / Piles the cushions from the little chairs / on top of each other, sits down on them, puts / 1 foot between 1, other foot between / the other chair and rocks both / singing. – But previously after had rocked on them / all together – was under couch / had got me to look for her and probably / had yelled when I came near. | like that time as burglar. –p. 6 When I ask if / burglar, she cheeky: I was in a flat / but I must be in a flat. / Interpret masturbation / alone small chairs / wish to break into / parents’ bedroom, have coitus with both / 5/X. – No wish for toys. – Hiding. She always / wants [?] to look for me, hits me when has found me. / You are not hiding. – (Interpret she secretly watches at night / as father penetrates mother – wanted to catch and / prove.) To this she says just once she also [?] / wants to hide (Interpret imitation
identification father) Once – / fear – often wanted.) Are to play like this. Shut both / eyes, go somewhere in the dark herself / to guess where standing – to hit catch the other. / Interpret she and father in the dark to see which / of them penetrates mother better – and who / catches the other.) She sits down in my / chair I am to try to get her out / of there by force. She defends herself at / first. Runs off laughing, couch is better place. – / But then comes back to my armchair – quic [sic] / sits – I am to fight with her. Falls to ground / and is dead. (I interpret fight father and she, she / loses). Continues: early in the morning mother | comes is very sad to find her dead, angry / with p. 7 father; but when mother comes / home she is alive again. Then lies / on floor but is only sleeping. / Then goes when mother comes into her room [under green armchair]1 / (Interpret breaks into parents’ bedroom – early in the morning / then she only sleeps there too – innocently – / breaks in at night etc.) Takes swings / into her room / green armchair and plays with them / singly at first – then makes one swing with the / other. Small car, overturns one swing / after another – then puts / swings in 1 row runs car at them / and pushes all four. – They could not / swing then though. The blue one / – she sings, ‘blue = loyalty’ – does / swing – it thus hits the others / and they swing too – the car / bumps it does not knock them / over, it just helps them to push / (Interpret with its help father’s / pipi would have been able to have coitus / with her, mother and 2 sisters.) Says now wants / to build something secret. Using boxes / puts up 2 tall columns or towers | suddenly has to masturbate urinate / (when) p. 8 [something overwritten] back keeps knocking, she herself out / says – wants to stay / in her flat / between 2 / doors; then from there / steals toys boxes and coaches / from small table. – Plays bing bongbing / signal = morning bing bong bing bong / bing bong signal night. – In the / night steals = burglar – in morning / cannot find. Then again night / where steals nothing. V – then she is once again as / now lies down as man who appears / good – puts on act – on couch / tells me: that these people come / from the wood – that they usually break / into 1 house for 1 year will / now probably again only a few more / weeks – then pass by again / after a while there. – Talks / very nicely to me comforts me / so innocently. Next night goes out into street / with expensive violin in order to chase / away burglars. They also want to come
even brings things back.
