ABSTRACT
When I was researching this book, I came across an entry in my journal. It was written a few days after Jonathan was diagnosed. Yet it does not mention the diagnosis and how I might have felt about it. I'm obviously feeling pretty bad and yet seem to have no aware ness of why that might be the case. No one at the time had told me how the news might affect me emotionally; I had no framework in which to process what was happening.
