ABSTRACT
I never know how I’m going to feel from one minute to the next. It's like there's a gremlin inside me who gives me all this pain, and then just at the moment when I can't stand it anymore, he stops, and then just when I start to feel a little better, he starts it up again. I feel like two people. One person who can have a good day, and can go out and do things. And another person who doesn't want to do anything or see anyone. I just can't imagine how those two people are ever going to be one person.
