ABSTRACT
ThishardmorselIhavehadtochewuponallthewinter;andexcepttheLord almightyhadsupportedIhadbeenoverwhelmedandevendistractedwithit.For besidesallthatIhavefelt,Ihadcausetofearworse...Iknownotwhichwayto turnme.AndImayaddtoalltherest,thatnoneinthesepartshaveknownmy affliction,so.thatallthiswinterIhavehadnonetopityme,nonetoprayforme, nonetocounsel,nonetocomfortme.Yeawhichisyetmorethanthis,Ihaveeven beenafraidtoprayformyselfinthisbusiness...afraidtothinkofmysad condition,becausewhenIhavegivenwaytothethoughtsofit,dowhatIcouldit wastoohardformeandreadytosinkme.
