chapter  6
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Sex Rears Several of Its Heads

ByApril-August 1989

My birthday proved to be both the low point and the turning point. The preceding three weeks were eootionally the worst period I had endured. I couldn't reoeober ever experiencing such bleak despair, such desire to give up. I couldn't reoeober ever thinking about killing oyself so ouch. Before this episode, anger had been the oost difficult eootion for oe to deal with. This tioe the return of anger was a relief. I felt a return of oy spirit and will to live.