ABSTRACT

The couple’s spiritual journey is paralleled by the son’s journey. In the remote location of his prison cell, Duncan too has undergone an inner transformation. He is now able to integrate the previous conflicts of his bisexuality. By taking responsibility for previously separate mindstates, he is able in his mind to go beyond the tragedy of the murder. His new-found emotional independence, which he has gained through the suffering of self-examination and remorse, sensitises him to the ‘grace’ that, according to Simone Weil, exposes us to a profound awareness of our vulnerabilities (1974: 88). It is from the fertile ground of this kind of grace that, in The House Gun, reconciliation becomes possible: parents forgive each other and their son; son forgives lovers and himself, and – in both real and symbolic culmination – he convinces his parents to help raise Natalie’s child, the child of the bisexual triangle: “It does not matter whether or not anyone else will understand: Carl, Natalie/Nastasya and me, the three of us. I’ve had to find a way to bring death and life together” (1998: 294; my emphasis).