ABSTRACT

Many survivors of ongoing childhood trauma often have difficulty managing daily life as adults. They are usually out of touch with their bodies, and so they do not know when they need food, or rest, or exercise. Programmed reactions are usually post-traumatic reactions that are, to some extent, under the control of trained insiders. But post-traumatic reactions that are not programmed are also common in survivors, especially if they have also experienced abuse that did not involve deliberate mind control. People who are dissociative, and especially those who have experienced mind control and/or ritual abuse, might have inner parts who only came out at night in childhood, and are now awake primarily at night. Nightmares and dreams frequently represent the relationship between your parts, including conflict between them, and parts helping or rescuing other parts from bad internal places. Many multiples had childhoods in which they were regarded as slaves, and had to work all the time.