ABSTRACT
It took half a day to relate my entire history to the group members of my study class, and several days to explain all the details. After a series of face-to-face struggle meetings, many of the events seemed all right; but each time I came to "confess" my Christianity problem, nobody believed it. I told them everything in great detail, but they just said "No!" Hundreds of times they asked: "How much money did the foreign monks and nuns give you before they returned to their countries?" "Where did you hide their radio receive-send machine?" "Who else joined your secret group?" "When are you going to contact them?"
