ABSTRACT
I do want to write this chapter, but I’ve been stopped in my tracks by an uncanny turn of events. I don’t like this situation one bit, but I find myself in one of those difficult passages I’ve promised to write about: I’m trying to get through a painful model scene with my therapist. It began two chapters ago, and I was hoping it would be over by now. I have no idea how I’ll get through it. It crosses my mind that maybe this time I will have to leave therapy. More of me thinks not, reminding myself that I’ve been through these hard times before and I’ve come out all right.
